Yes, I am back!
Sorry for the long hiatus but I think it was needed.
The past couple of months it has been a little bit hard for me. It has been a series of one bad event after the other. Like till a point where I am even like when is this going to stop.
I think this is the process of growing up. I always felt that some people have it easier than others but we are all in it together. We all have a journey that needs to be completed. It might not all be the same struggles but it is definitely a journey worth living.
I have come to terms with my control issues, I now know that I can not control every issue or situation in my life, that some things just need to happen so that you can grow from them. Even though it was a lot of bad things, I have to say I have learned so much from them. Yes, I was bumped and bruised and beat up, but I came out much stronger. Also I have found out that who in my life is really worth keeping and those that I can really do without.
I also do not care much for what people think of me. This was something that really troubled me cause I have soooo many people that I am scared to disappoint. I then started to think that they too have they own issues and that I really shouldn’t be worried about what they think. At the end of the day I am living my life for myself. Just me, myself and I. What the other people think of me don’t really matter, when I close my eyes I want to be happy with myself and not concerned with whether people are happy with me.
I know it seems like a selfish mindset but actually its not. You will never be able to please others, you just gotta be yourself and that alone should put a smile on your face. Help other people also gain confidence in themselves and not care what others think of them.
With all that has happened to me, I realized that I am the only one that is looking out for me, and that others are looking out for themselves. It takes a really selfless person to think of someone other than themselves.
In conclusion: Aint no body got your back like you do for yourself honey, remember that.
Sorry for being gone too long, just know that I am back now.
Have so much installed for y’all … Like how I lost weight!!! Everyone seems to be asking how I did it and now I am going to tell you my little secret (mwuhahahahahahah evil laugh)
Take care my lovies